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November 2010

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pass the time

ten facts 
1. name –  Mariah busz

 2. nicknames – busz

3. any birth marks -left ankle

4. hair color –dark brown
5. natural hair color - light brown
6. eye color - blue/green
7. height - 5’ 2
8. mood - sleepyy. 
9. favorite colour - bluee
10. one place you want to visit - bahamas

nine things about your love life 
1. do you believe in love at first sight – meh.
2. do you believe in soul mates - Yes.
3. have you ever been hurt emotionally - oh yes
4. have you ever broke someone’s heart? - yeaa
5. ever had your heart broken? - Yes.
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them? - Yes.
7. are you afraid of commitment? - depends
8. who was the last person you hugged? - jianne
9. who was the last person you said i love you to? mother !

ten this or that 
1. love or lust - both ? hahah.
2. cats or dogs – cats
3. a few best friends or many regular friends - best.
4. television or internet - Internet.
5. chinese or indian -chinese                                            

6. wild night out or romantic night in – i like them both the same.
7. money or happiness - Happinesssss
8. night or day - niiight
9. msn or phone - Phone.
10. ipod or mp3 - iPod.

ten have you ever 
1. been caught sneaking out – yeaa
2. been skinny dipping - Yes.
3. bungee jumped – No.
4. finished an entire jaw breaker – yea
5. lied to someone you liked – Yes.
6. wanted an ex bf/gf back – Yes.
8. cried yourself to sleep - Yes.
9. cried because you lost a pet – no
10. wanted to disappear – yessss.

ten preferences in a partner 
1. smile or eyes - both
2. light or dark hair – i dont care.
3. hugs or kisses - Kiss.
4. shorter or taller – most definitely taller.
5. intelligence or attraction – bootthhhh.
6. romantic or spontaneous -both
7. funny or serious - depends.
8. older or younger - prefer older
9. outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. sweet or bad ass - a lil of both

nine ‘have you’s 
1. ever performed in front of a large crowd - indeed.
2. ever done drugs – yeah.
3. ever consumed alcohol - yeah.
4. ever been on a cheerleading team – no
5. ever been on a dance team - no
6. ever been on a sports team - yes.
7. ever been in a drama play/production - yes.
8. ever owned a bmw, mercedes benz, escalade, hummer or bentley - i have
9. ever been in a rap video? - nooo.

eight lasts
1. last phone call you made- my mom
2. last person you hung out with- jessie
3. last time you worked – last night bro
4. last person you tackled – i dont kno prolly ravin lol
5. last person you im’d- josh
6. last person(s) you went to the movies with - a bunch of people
7. last thing you missed – a phone call
8. last thing you ate - cheetos

last person to 
1. sleep beside you - ravin
2. see you cry – mom
3. you went out to dinner with - jianne, miguel , ravin, tommy 
4. you talked on the phone to- momma
5. made you laugh - emily

would you rather 
1. pierce your nose or tongue - Nose.
2. be serious or be funny - Funny.
3. drink whole or skim milk - 2%
4. spend time with your parents or enemies - Parents ? haha.

are you 
1. simple or complicated - depends on the day !
2. retarded - naw

do you prefer 
1. flowers or candy - Flowers :)
2. gray or black - Black.
3. colour or black and white photos - Color.
4. sunrise or sunset - i looooove them both.
5. staying up late or waking up early - Staying up late.

answer truthfully 
1. do you like anyone - Yes.
2. do they know it - Yes.

do you prefer 
1. sun or moon - sun
2. winter or summer - summer
3. left or right - Right.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends - Two bestfriends.
5. sun or rain - sunn
6. vanilla or chocolate ice cream - Chocolate.
7. coke or pepsi -coke

unique 
1. nervous habits - bitin my nails
2. are you double jointed - mmm not that im aware of.
3. can you twist your tongue around and roll it -yeaa

4. can you raise one eyebrow - yea
5. can you cross your eyes - Yes
6. do you make your bed daily - if i have enough time !

questions 
1. which shoe goes on first - i dont pay that much attention.
2. ever thrown something at someone - lol yeaa
3. on average, how much money do you carry with you - 10 or 20
4. what jewellery do you wear - studs. necklace. bracelet. and the occasional ring.

5. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it - twirl
6. have you ever eaten spam -nooooppppe
7. favorite ice cream -  rocky road
8. how many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet - too many
9. what’s your favorite beverage - sweet tea or coffie  

10. do you cook - yeaah

lasts 
1. last alcoholic drink - vodka. or beer

2. last car ride - home from work                          

3. last movie seen - candyman
4. last song played - hahah i cant remember the name

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Nov 2, 2010
cant wait til next year.

2010 was probably the worst year for me and my family.
christmas my ex boyfriend broke up with me after 18 months randomly.
then later on, my dad told my mom that he was not in love with her, he was in love with someone else after 25 years. they were going to work it out, go to counseling trying to get things back together. but he played us, lied to our faces. saying he wasn’t doing anything he wasn’t suppose to. that was all lies. going on business trips but instead meeting up with this home wrecker. does he not know how this makes his kids and his wife feel? then the next day in july when my perents got baack from their cruise from the bahamas. my mom found out he was still talking to her even though he was told not too. my mom kicked him out. started living with this lady the next day. he lost all trust. lost all respect. lost his sons really ever talking to him. oldest brother jason cut him completely out of his life, other brother andrew barely talks to him. and then there is me. i cannt just not talk to him. im daddys lil girl . all have been always will. but lost so much. he drifted away and everyone else got so much closer. his loss i guess. and now the divorce will be final in the next couple weeks. and things are just hard. for weeks i only sow my mom cry constantly. not wanting to eat or do anything.  at least now she’s smiling somewhat and going out.. but still things will never be the same. 
and now my moms dad is really sick. close to dying..
i don’t know how my mom can handle all this.
but
i love you mom .
stay strong <3
i miss seeing your smile.

Nov 1, 2010
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Nov 1, 2010
Day four

a bad habit would probably be cussing a lot. thats gotta stoooooooooooooop or at least slow down lol

Nov 1, 2010

October 2010

17 posts

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“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” —Ralph Waldo Emerson
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DAY TWO

day two The meaning behind your Tumblr name ;

there is no real meaning on my name. its just my first and middle initial with my last name. very creative huh.

Oct 28, 2010
Oct 27, 2010
might as well :]

30 Day Tumblr Challenge:

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Oct 27, 2010
lemme tell you

CURRENTS

CURRENT MOOD – TIREDD & bored
CURRENT HAIR STYLE- striaght but up

CURRENT CRUSH – someone

CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING – workin on psych
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN –tumblr , moodle, gaggle

CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE - me, ted and jack

LOOK AT ME

WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR HAIR – dark brownn
HAVE ANY TATTOOS – 1
STRAIGHT HAIR OR CURLY - striaght  
HOW TALL ARE YOU – 5’2’ish

CURRENTLY WEARING
TOP – gray aero t-shirt
PANTS – some sweatpants
SHOES – flipflops
NECKLACES – none
RINGS – birthstone on my middle


THE LAST’S

LAST PERSON YOU HUNG OUT WITH – jessie briggs
LAST THING YOU SAID OUT LOUD- whoo ?!
LAST THING SOMEONE SAID TO YOU – are we watching a movie 
LAST PERSON YOU CALLED – uhm alex wyatt
LAST PERSON THAT RANG YOU – umm josh
LAST TIME YOU CRIED – its been a minute

THE DID’S
DID YOU EVER GET INTO A FIST FIGHT IN SCHOOL – nopoppe
DID YOU EVER RUN AWAY FROM HOME – neverrr
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A DOCTOR – yea when i was youngerrr
DID YOU EVER DO SOMETHING YOU REGRET - ooh yea

THE DO’S
DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD – i do
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM - yupp
DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTERS – ehh
DO YOU THINK YOU’D MAKE A GOOD MOM – prolly

THE HAVE’S
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE – yesss
HAVE YOU EVER ASKED SOMEONE OUT – nopppe
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE OCEAN – yuppp
HAVE YOU EVER GONE FISHING - yuppp


THE WHAT’S
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO - some monkey thing in psych
WHAT IS THE TEMPERATURE OUTSIDE – too cold
WHAT WAS THE LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT - el toro
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT – sweeet teaa
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK – wata
WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING ON TV - nuffin


THE WHO’S
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO BE KIND – uhm josh
WHO TALKED TO YOU ON THE PHONE – josh
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CELEBRITY CRUSH – i dont knoww
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SAID I LOVE YOU TO – my mom

CRYING SECTION
EVER REALLY CRIED YOUR HEART OUT – i have twice
EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP – yupp
EVER CRIED ON YOUR FRIEND’S SHOULDER – yupp
EVER CRIED OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX – lol yeah
DO YOU CRY WHEN YOU GET AN INJURY -ehh depends

DO CERTAIN SONGS MAKE YOU CRY –ya

HAPPY SECTION
WHAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY –hanging wit friends. party , sleeep and foood

DO YOU WISH YOU WERE HAPPIER – yeh

IS BEING HAPPY OVERRATED – naww
CAN MUSIC MAKE YOU HAPPY – yeauh


LOVE SECTION
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN - once
HAS ANYONE EVER LOVED YOU SO MUCH THAT THEY’D DIE FOR YOU –yah. but that was a lie
HAS ANYONE EVER SAID ‘I LOVE YOU’ TO YOU – besides family? yah

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GUUUCCCI

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“im on that pursuit of happiness :]” —
Oct 14, 20101 note

whudd up whudd upp. 
new to this b ,

life is crazy. live it up :]
partyyyyyyyyyy all day everyday playas

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