2010 was probably the worst year for me and my family.
christmas my ex boyfriend broke up with me after 18 months randomly.
then later on, my dad told my mom that he was not in love with her, he was in love with someone else after 25 years. they were going to work it out, go to counseling trying to get things back together. but he played us, lied to our faces. saying he wasn’t doing anything he wasn’t suppose to. that was all lies. going on business trips but instead meeting up with this home wrecker. does he not know how this makes his kids and his wife feel? then the next day in july when my perents got baack from their cruise from the bahamas. my mom found out he was still talking to her even though he was told not too. my mom kicked him out. started living with this lady the next day. he lost all trust. lost all respect. lost his sons really ever talking to him. oldest brother jason cut him completely out of his life, other brother andrew barely talks to him. and then there is me. i cannt just not talk to him. im daddys lil girl . all have been always will. but lost so much. he drifted away and everyone else got so much closer. his loss i guess. and now the divorce will be final in the next couple weeks. and things are just hard. for weeks i only sow my mom cry constantly. not wanting to eat or do anything.  at least now she’s smiling somewhat and going out.. but still things will never be the same. 
and now my moms dad is really sick. close to dying..
i don’t know how my mom can handle all this.
but
i love you mom .
stay strong <3
i miss seeing your smile.